Monday, February 13, 2006
Valentine
No matter how true or fake it is. No matter how strong or weak it is.. Love is about caring love is about being there for one and another Love is a beautiful thing Cherish it, don\'t push it away. Irshad
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
As I sit here thinking of you
As I sit here thinking of you My heart says you'll be alright I cry, there's nothing else I can do But wish you were here with me You mean so much to me in so many ways My love u r forever in me Our love one big maze No matter what I do A place for you in my heart I wish I could love you But where would I start I know that it has been awhile We lost touch too fast You left me in no position but pain I would have promised our friendship would last I try not to cry anymore As I sit here tonight But the pain in my heart, I just can't ignore At least if I know you are alright It breaks my heart to see you a part Why did we have to part I want you to know, I will always care! My Dear Love you will find me always standing in the dark corner in which you left me
Monday, August 15, 2005
DISTANCE
DISTANCEDistance....how many people know what exactly it means?.... Distance......brings.......separation....loneliness.....helpless.....sadness.......waiting....and memories...... Distance......people do anything to stay away from each other if there is no Love for one another, they don’t pick up phone calls, they hide in their own world.... Distance........brings......need....emotion.....feelings....and love for each other...... Distance.....have u experienced anything like this......well I have and I know how it feels when I wanted to have those eyes looking at me and i couldn’t have eyes to see me... I know how it feels when I wanted to have those arms around me to give me shelter and I couldn’t have those arms...... I know how it feels when I wanted that warm kiss and I couldn’t have those lips touching mine..... I know how it feels when I want to touch him just for a moment and I cant...because of this DISTANCE........ How many ppl have told you that this Distance will be over and You know the reality it wont be over for sometime.......and how ur heart gets shrink and ur eyes get wet....and u just want to be quite for sometimes and just remember all those memories...how it was when u were together in each others arms...kissing...laughing....feeling each others breath....and what not...... Distance will be over one day and I will be with him for forever......after leaving apart from him I know what Distance is.........
Monday, July 25, 2005
U & Me can Make world go Round
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
For those who have loved
It has taken me quite a long time before I was able to write my reflection on this song. I think now is the best time for me to sit down and write what is in my head and in my heart before I can no longer remember... Falling in love is the greatest and most wonderful gift. The sky is bluer and it seems that flowers are blooming everywhere. Indeed, what an exhilarating feeling it is to love and be loved in return. Here's the challenge though...when one loves, one dies. I don't mean the physical death, but death to oneself. You see, when you are in love, you place that person's needs above your own. Loving entails a lot of sacrifices. Personal preferences are thrown out the window in place of something that was mutually agreed on or sometimes one just chose to give up her own preference because love dictates it. I admire the brave ones who can do just that, make the decision to love and allow themselves to be swept by the "magic" and mystery of it all- To trust someone with their life and accept the commitment to be there for each other always, for better or for worse. "It's just that I recall, back when I was small someone promised that they'd catch me but then they let me fall..." It's weird what one does all for the sake of love. It's sad to admit that there are also those who just love when it is convenient for them, when things are going smoothly, the way they wanted it, the way they planned it. Its true colors are uncovered when trials sets in. Will they hold on or will they give up? "And now I'm falling, fallin’ fast again? Why do I always take a fall when I fall in love?" And then you begin to ask yourself, why did I allow myself to fall in love? To be hurt? Why am I so stupid and stubborn? Ishould never let it happen again! Only to find yourself falling in love again...But then, who can really resist the call to love? "You think by now I've learned Play with fire you get burned but fire can be oh so warm, That's why I return" The call to love is inherent and real. It is part of our humanity, to respond to love that is freely given. In the first place, it was God who first loved us and called us to love in return.... though it was not easy loving foolish and stubborn humans, still, He loved us because it is His nature, because God is love. "Turn and walk away, That's what I should do my head says go and find the door my heart says I found you" We can never turn away from our nature-that is to love. No matter what our head says, the decision to love lies in the heart. "It always turns out the same loving someone, losing myself I only got me to blame..." I'm one of the brave ones and I'm proud of it. I loved. For all its magic and mystery, the joys and the sorrows, yes, even the hurts and pains. It was all worth it. I may have lost a part of me in the process, but I also gain a lot of lessons. I can still laugh at life. I responded to God's call to love. It was a decision patterned after the love of God. I have no regrets! No one is to blame. It is my nature to love. "And maybe this time I'll have it all maybe I make it after all when I fall in love..." I will definitely love again. I will take the risk and fall again, for what it's worth. Maybe this time it will be forever, maybe this time "we" can make it, maybe this time there's no letting go... How will I know if I don't trust again...dream again... and love again... The song is more than a love song, for me it was a song of hope... Of better things to come, of joy after the tears and of rainbows after a storm.... "Real beauty lies not in the physical appearance, but in the heart. Real treasure lies not in what that can be seen, but what that cannot be seen. Real love lies not in what is done and known, but in what that is done but not known." "Be mindful that happiness is not based on possessions, power, or prestige, but on relationships with people you love and respect."
Life
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. They serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You'll never know who these people may be, your roommate, neighbor, and professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger. When you lock your eyes with them, you'll know that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they may seem horrible, painful and unfair.... but in reflection you'll realize that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential, strength and your willpower or heart. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust, and the importance of being cautious, to whom you'll open your heart to. But if someone loves you, love them back unconditionally. Not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love, and opening your heart and eyes, to things you would have never seen, or felt without them. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance, or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, loves, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occurred to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they were events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life, and the successes, and downfalls you experience, they are ones who create you to become who you are. Even the bad experiences can be learned. Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones. Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possible can, for you may never able to experience it again. Talk to people you never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up, because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual, and believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.
Loving Someone From A Distance…
Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to been slaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may found peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still rewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
Friends
Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them.....when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head...to no more than living size when they are brought out.... Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for your best-friend in the entire world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid....afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie.... the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever................ I'll be there when no one is there for you, and when you think no one cares when the whole world walks out on you and you think you're alone. I'll be there when the one you care about the most could care less about you when the one you gave your heart to throws it in your face I'll be there when the person you trusted betrays you When the person you share all your memories with Can't even remember your birthday I'll be there When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine When all you need is someone to catch your tears I'll be there When your heart hurts so bad You can't even breathe When you just want to crawl up and die I'll be there When you start to cry After hearing that sad song When the tears just won't stop falling down I'll be there So you see I'll be there until the end This is a promise I can make If you ever need me Just give me a call and... I'll be there

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